Reverting to being a bad teacher.
Going back to being indecisive about what I want my students to learn.
Being dependent on my GT to decide the agenda.
Being intimidated by all the material that are available. Just so much stuff in such a short time, it’s overwhelming.
One quality of a good teacher is to continue to improve (growth mindset). This “return to being incompetent” is not how it’s supposed to work. I don’t know what happened. I was on top of the world, handling this, managing that. Then I fell, crawling because I can’t get back up on my feet. Maybe it was moving into something new, but I don’t know why this anxiety, indecisiveness, hesitancy, has returned. How can I come to work like this? Not 100% sure for my students?